Bland Haven (God’s Endless Love)

Deuteronomy 7:9 Know therefore that the LORD your God is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him and keep his commandments, to a thousand generations.

Let me go.
Bland colors, same surface and monotonous maze.
I was tired and I get bored I want some colorful haze.

Silence of white noise in my head is deafening me.
Salted my tears and bled till I found some fun company.

Where are you?
I shouted, tired for his lame excuse.
I wanted some new places not his boring space.
All I have is nothing but emptiness.
I hate it when he tries to make some happiness.

Then he freed me, I kneeled down and smiled thankfully.
Done with his silk words, I want to grow up a glee.
Chains are broken, the lights finally blinded me.
And through that door I ran and seek for my reality.

Where would I go?
I asked myself for a hundred of times.
My feet was tired and my throath was dry.
And then I saw the hallucinating lights.
I drunk the happiness and swallowed its life.

My head dizzed and my view blurred.
I can’t feel any pain but I am blood-drenched.
Behind that short happiness I was backstabbed.
Didn’t know I drunk lies and I became addicted.

I grasp and grasp and grasp.
But colorful darkness was all my fingers could brush.
Deadly acid on my stomach, I crouched with pain.
Tremble on the ground, thought my faith was in vain

Mouth ragged, eyes covered, feet tied.
I can feel whole of my innonce had been lied.
I was tired, hopeless to die.
I swallowed the sword that wasn’t mine.

Where are you?
I whispered-out for mercy inside the merciless society.
I heard nothing but mocking and chains rattling.
I know I was in vain, I shouldn’t get out of his lane.
At least on his bland haven I wasn’t in pain.

On the agony of silence, I echoed his last words.
He told me once, I’ll come back as a Lord.
Save you from pain even if you betrayed me.
I’ll still wipe that tears like you still believe me.

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In the world where change is also changing, break that chain and open that door—leave the addictive lights of darkness and find your faith.


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